because somehow i don’t feel like i should say it
but
i’m going to swallow my pride
sorry.
thats all i’m saying.
i don’t want your redemption.
i don’t want your forgiveness.
in fact
i don’t want anything from you.
but i’m saying sorry
because that’s what the bigger person does.
and i am
and always will be
the bigger person.
so
sorry. thats all i have to say.
because i know what i did wrong.
and i don’t want to hear anything until you know what you did wrong too. because you owe me an apology.
but i won’t live my life holding a grudge against you.
because it would be pathetic and childish. and i’m not a child anymore.
